A familiar kid amidst a sea of faces.
You’re trapped but you’re never set free.
You cut, to let your anguish free.
You cry, to make things feel better.
But you’re never understood.
And there’s this voice in your head.
It tells you that you’ll never make it out.
You know it’s true.
You deny those thoughts and bottle them up.
It kills you slowly and swiftly.
Go on, the voice says.
Tell them all about me, he plead.
Let them see what a nutcase you truly are, he beckoned.
It tempts you, that little voice.
But you know it’s true.
You know they’ll all laugh at you for being an idiot.
They’ll think you’re just kidding.
Because you’re normal to them.

I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.
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I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.
I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.
But neither do you know how I feel.
Because the last time I checked, you're not the only one who lost a friend.

:( im upset.
why is our friendship like that?
seriously what do you stand to gain,
being all like that.
should tomorrow still continue?
or shall we just stop our nonsense here?

What you like in a guy(things i like would be in red.)


1. brown hair | black hair | blonde hair | red hair

2. tall | short | same height as you

3. ear piercings | eyebrow piercings | snake bites | no piercings | other

4. tattoos | no tattoos | idgaf

5. skater | punk | player | indie | cowboy | musician | prep | jock | other

6. shy | outgoing | in between

7. mellow | hyper | loud | quiet

8. blue eyes | brown eyes | green eyes

9. wears tight jeans | wears normal jeans | other

10. converse | vans | nikes | skate shoes | other

11. listens to: metal | rap | indie | classic rock | country | all | other

12. compliments too much | compliments when necessary

13. jokes around all the time | jokes when necessary

14. sensitive | hides emotion | acts tough

15. hobbies: computer | music | skating | sports | drawing | fishing | other

16. loves to hold | loves to be held

17. tons of muscles | fit | skinny | chubby

18. pale | average | tan | dark

19. cusses a lot | never cusses | moderatly cusses | only cusses around friends | who even gives a damn

20. wavy hair | curly hair | straight hair | long hair | longish hair | short hair

I believe love is unconditional ;)
It is never about the appearance.
Love the person for everything he is and everything he is not.


YEAH BABYYYYY CANT WAIT FOR TMRRR:)
LUVLUVLUVLUVLUVYAYAYYA!
:*
Shandy is a happy girl:)))))

Okay
I'm sick today:(
and this sucks.
and because i did not attend cca ytd,
my teacher called my dad up.
Really wasting my parents time you know?
Seriously, i always feel that I'm living in a world of doubt
where people just cannot drop their suspects.
Please, get a life.
Learn to trust.
And if you cant, its only because you haven't been honest with others
Or yourself.
Why can't we all trust, and love and stop judging?
Isn't this what the world is all about at the end of the day?
Shouldn't we put our differences aside?

Apart from that,
why are people suffering for love?
Shouldn't love be blissful?
Isn't that why we want love?
Or is it really a deception?
Why would you want to do something
that actually hurts?
Love is a giving thing.
It is'nt something to possess.
It aint an item.
People please please always remember this.
And it is only when you learn to let go
that you'll truly learn to love someone.
That is what love's about.
Screw all the hating and vengeance.
Screw all that.
Screw all the people who makes love
seem harder than it actually is.
Screw it all.
Yeah Screw itscrewit.

Scrapped knees,
"Help Please".
Broken Limbs,
You beam.
Bleeding face,
Your disgrace.
So then
Let your fun begin
Tie her with barbed wires.
And stuff her mouth with old tires.
Bury her deep deep down
and she's never gonna be found.

RAD + SEXY LINKS

Trella.
Joyful Jiaxin :)
Charleston.
NineFourZeroOne.


The past
February 2010 March 2010 August 2010

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Click on 'scribbles' on the top of the navigation panel and there you go, an achieve from the past.
My words aint rocket science.